i guess its kinda good i didn't give my everything.
it's always good to reserve sth for urself. coz in the end, only you make urself happy. no use moping around.
gahhh.
stoppit izean. enough.
just to share although i doubt anyone reads.
when someone is in your life for a reason, it's usually to meet a need you have expressed. they have come to assist you through a difficulty, to meet a need, to provide you with guidance and support. they may seem like a godsend and they are. they are there for the reason you need them to be. then suddenly, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away, sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. what you must realize is that your need has been met and your desire fulfilled and their work is done. the prayer you sent up has been answere and it's now time to move on.