i feel like im not myself anymore. it's like im lost in this hazy cloak of doubt and there's no one to point me in the right direction. i feel like im drunk all the time, hungover, waiting for the ache to pass. nothing i do makes sense and all i really want is to be sober again, please.
is it unreasonable to feel unsettled by the amount of attention you get from and give to them? i need stability. can you give it to me?
